Two Years
I’d better write this now cuz I won’t have a chance to tomorrow. Anyways, it’s two years we’ve been together now and it feels like so much longer than that. I feel like I’ve known you all my life. It’s hard to think back to the times when we hadn’t met and realize I have no memories with you then. But that’s what the present and future are for and I hope we continue to have special memories. Like in any good relationship we fight and disagree, and if we didn’t, we wouldn’t have grown up so much. It’s hard to imagine not being with you, so I don’t. Even if the future says otherwise, nothing is wrong with me imagining myself with you forever because that’s all I want and need. You’re my closest friend and we have more of a friendship than anything else. I truly value that. Whenever I’m talking to you and complaining or running my mouth about something that doesn’t matter at all, I feel like I’m just talking to a friend in confidence. One thing I really love about us is that we don’t have to do anything planned to have fun. We have fun just running around the park or watching a movie or going for a drive. It feels carefree to be with you and I never have to think about what I’m doing so I can always be myself without thinking twice. Through all my changes and maturing, from the way I dress to the way I speak, you’ve never criticized. You always call me cute or pretty or beautiful no matter how I feel or how I think I look. You always look at me the same exact way. You always grab my hand or give me a hug when i don’t expect it. You laugh at the mistakes I make in such a lighthearted way. I honestly can’t imagine my future without you. It really is one of my dreams to be with you until we’re old and wrinkled. It’s never sad to think about getting older because I’m getting older with you. I know you love me. After everything that’s happened, there’s no way you couldn’t. You go through so much for me. You sacrifice time and money and other obligations just to sit around with me and talk. And that’s really special. I know I won’t find that with anyone else, and I don’t want to. I’ve never felt wrong for holding on to you and I won’t because nothing is worth letting you go. You’re kind and funny, you’re laid-back but focused, you’re smart and you’re handsome. Why would I ask for more? All you want to do is protect me and take care of me. And all I want to do is be there to support and encourage you with everything. My favorite thing about you is your laugh. It makes me happy whenever I hear it. Then I know you’re enjoying yourself around me, and that’s all I want from you. I love you and I’m not afraid to admit that you’re the love of my life. To say that you’re the one I want to marry and have a family with, to struggle and succeed with. I know we’ll have fun tomorrow and I can’t wait to see your face and relax. Happy Two Year Anniversary. Expect another long, heartfelt, cheesy, ridiculously long letter for year three.
Love, Shannon <3 ~(*o*)~
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